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Posted 10 hours ago

I hope you still read my blog

Because then at least i wont be someone you used to know or love. I may still be. Yes i know im settling down but you see me and you would never work but i miss you dearly as a friend because i used to be able to tell you anything now you dont even talk to me. Seems like things are different now before im even married.

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Posted 18 hours ago

Done

Obviously misery does love company sorry i cant join you though

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Posted 1 day ago

For once I DONT GIVE A FUCK NOR A SHIT!

When me and my fiance first started talking we did all kinds of stuff together, and i maintained a good amount of friends because i wasnt in a relationship yet. Then the word spread i was prego and me and my fiance started dating, where did those friends go i have no idea….well soon enough right about a year later i would get annoyed with hearing about how my friends partying and i wasnt with them and such so that caused us to fight alot because he use to go out all the time and do what i wouldnt because i wanted to spend so much time with him, While i was stuck in the honeymoon phase he was taunting me with a single persons actions and what i mean by this is he would do things a single person would do. Soon enough the fighting got to much for me along with all the things that where going on and i didnt know what to do. So i moved out for a bit to my grandmothers with ever intention of moving back home in a short period of time. Soon enough i started partying alot and meeting all kinds of people which led my fiance to think i was cheating on him, well the reality of it is im that kind of person and i got upset so i stayed away longer. Soon enough he spent a day with me and then ignored me for 2 days after we talked about me coming home. Well he called me and broke up with me and had already been talking to some other girl. Of course my suspisons ran high as they could get and i found out everything i needed to know. Of course in different ways i moved on, i started talking to different guys and hanging out when i pleased and constantly partied and worked to keep my mind off it. Until the night i almost killed myself. I felt like my world was falling apart when i caught myself wrapped up in Noahs Father again and then a guy that made me feel like DOG SHIT on a constant basis but i dealt with it because i wasnt alone. The one person who had made everything okay for me had moved away and i pushed him away for it. I regret it because a friendship between us wont be the same. But now things have changed i got drunk one night and grew beer balls and messaged my fiance to see how he was but in the end i ended up being the stupid drunk girl i was and spilling my heart out. Well me met up one day and our connection clicked instantly once again. I couldnt let go of him and kept pushing my lips closer and closer to his because i simply couldnt resist. In the end he left this other girl and came back home to me, I just recently moved in and we talk about what happened to get past it. Everyone makes mistakes and the fact some people hold that against me and him is retarded. Well as i look around at all my once so called friends..they arnt there. Seems as if they never where, well soon enough id get texted messages calling me a liar and shit like this, but i dont feel that im a liar for not telling people my personal business. Also i dont believe some things i said where qualified as talking shit…. I just simply made a statement and the best part is all my friends talked massive amounts of shit about me once, but being the good person i was i let it go. Which i shouldnt have because somethings where so stupid to run their mouths about me it was pointless. I just dont see how you all call yourself friends but now that im happy and plan my wedding and such you all want nothing to do with me but dont want me to leave because you all know ill always be there for my friends because thats the person i am, I’ll stand in the shower and let the water run cold when your crying, i will be there when all that drama starts up and stand by you and knock a bitch out, i will be there when a slut interferes with your relationship and ill be there when no one else is, but NOW I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK OR A SHIT IF YOU DONT TALK TO ME ANYMORE OR ACT FAKE OR ANYTHING ELSE A SUPPOSIVE FRIEND OF MINE HAS DONE, i dont get my hopes up anymore because as we all grow up we only have ourselves and the ones who are truely there for. I love you CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL MURPHY, NOAH ALEXANDER MOSHIER, NANA,POPPY, MOM, DADDY, REAL DAD, RACHAEL,HRAG,and the rest of you, you know who you are!

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This couldn’t be more true

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Posted 2 days ago

What amazes me is….

The ability some people have to let the stupid pathetic things bother them. Life is so short why live in the past. That isnt going to help you in any way shape or form. In the end your only going to help yourself and be your own hero so remember that

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I love love this shirt

I love love this shirt

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Love this pic

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